I grew up not far from the beach - on the beach as
much as possible in fact when left to my own devices. It's been
said about me if you look closely in the sea water stream flowing
through my veins, you may find traces of blood. Throughout my life
I've noticed if I close my eyes then open them again, I see I've
gravitated back to the beach in the interim. Some of the most
extraordinary pads I've ever lived in and some of the
most extraordinary experiences I've ever had in them are, not
suprisingly, on the beach. The opportunity of living on the beach
isn't simply to be close enough to view, to hear, and to
smell the ocean. It's to be in the ocean.
Being in the ocean is and always has been like a
baptism
for me.
Baptism
as a full body immersion in water is a total
experience. This is the sense in which being in the ocean is like a
baptism:
it's a total experience. Yet unlike what often
goeswith (as
Alan Watts
may have said) a religious experience like
baptism,
being in the ocean is devoid of significance. It's much,
much more immediate than that.
In this regard I don't have any notches on my belt. Whatever I do
is whatever I do. I don't assign importance to what I
do. But if I did carve notches on my belt to denote things I'm
happy for having experienced and proud of having accomplished, it's
appropriate one of them would be for
sourcing
and participating in a near decade long conversation which resulted
exactly as intended in
Werner's work coming back
to Hawai'i.
There's nothing special about Hawai'i in this regard. My life is
given by the possibility
"Werner's work
is available". Everywhere. For everyone. With no one and nothing
left out. Hawai'i fits into this
context.
It's not the other way around. That said, when you bring together
two of the most magnanimous, sublime, angelic
contexts
in the universe -
transformation,
and the epitome of life by and in the ocean - the spontaneous
inspired excitement which occurs like ocean spray thumping up
through a blowhole in the rock at the edge of Kawela Bay is
palpable, riveting, irresistible. There's no reason
for doing any of this here. There's no reason to stand for the
possibility of
transformation in
Hawai'i
or anywhere else for that matter. It doesn't occur this way for me.
I don't require a reason. Rather, it's a calling. And I
notice
what's so
is without hesitation, I'm answering.
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